JZ.

at 9:10 PM

The urge to make my life as screwed as possible is simply irresistible. Simply because doing so and looking at you getting frustrated and hurt just heals everything within. At the very least, it substantiates your conception towards me and who I was (not) all the years. Sadly, my precious life is worth so much more than your lousy principles.

Living in this abyss where I am immutably criticized and doubted is not enticing at all. I remember how I am always looking at others in amaze due to the intensive interaction that they actually enjoy with their "friends".

And you did not know how much it sucked when you looked at me, with cynicism. With that face telling me that I am someone that goes around getting shagged. The game of trust ended few years back. I guess it is no longer important to neither me nor you anymore. And if there is a remedy up till this point of time, it is definitely to not immerse into your footsteps.

If I were to give my one cents worth, it is to say that you fucked my life. Thank you for everything, dad and mum.

jiazhi.

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